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"Naruto Ball Z Shippuden - Heroes Come Back" [Apr. 9th, 2012|06:29 am]
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My biggest video yet and now for my super important announcement:

I'm finally retiring from Anime Music Videos


Short Reason: I'm finally retiring from amvs to focus full time on my webshow, Battle Geek Plus, and many more video/film related projects.


Of course, here's the LONG explanation

Whoah.

That probably wasn't the news you were expecting or would EVER expect me to say.

But this is real. No tricks. No hidden agendas. No attention whoring publicity stunts. No secret comebacks.

I am finally retiring from amvs.

I know most people's reactions will be:

"What's the point of announcing a retirement? Why not go on a hiatus and just come back when you feel like it?"

It's not that simple, I'm afraid.

The thought of retiring from amvs may be completely unfathomable to most of you, and if you asked me a year and a half ago, I was also saying the same thing: "I'm gonna focus both on my film and amv work! I can do both!!!"

The reality is I can't do both.

Let's start with the entire amv process.

Most of you already know how incredibly time consuming the entire process of amv editing is from the planning, source gathering/converting, editing, distribution, convention showings, and responding to general feedback. Even the most simple edited amvs require ALOT of time and dedication in the planning phase alone. Not to mention that the editing phase is 90% improvisation work since a video will always look different than the one you plan in your head so that also takes up quite a lot of time. All of you who watch my videos should already know the incredible amount of effort and time I put into these things.

Back when I was a poor college student, I had all the time in the world to work on amvs, but now as a poor working adult, my time is far more limited. I know there's editors out there who can still pump out videos even with families and full time jobs, because if you're passionate about something, you'll still try to find the time for it. Even when I was working as a freelance editor and eventually settling for a corporate job when editing opportunities dried out, I still pumped out as many amvs as I could since I was still passionate about it at the time.

I'm not going to lie about the fact that my interest in anime and amvs has died out quite a bit, making it very difficult to make videos. I can only make so many DBZ and Naruto videos before the crowd gets sick of it and *I* get sick of it. The easy solution is to watch new shows and develop new ideas out of watching those shows, but what's the point if I can't get interested in anime anymore? Not to mention the incredible amount of time it takes to watch new shows, get emotionally involved with the plot, characters, etc, and to come up with story ideas.

I was also getting a bit tired of the limitations that I was stuck with regarding amvs.

Even though I can tell original stories with amvs, I was never telling them with my own characters or settings. After developing a passion for writing my own stories and telling them in a narrative fashion from film editing, I long desired to bring those stories to life in a different way than amvs. I'm not saying that amv editing is a bad way to tell stories (considering how much I prefer story videos and amv editing is a fantastic way to tell a story in a short amount of time), but I wanted to move on from telling stories with someone else's characters to telling my own stories with my own characters, settings, and dialogue.

It's actually that my passion is somewhere else now, which was the main catalyst for my retirement.

Ever since I started getting more passionate about filmmaking and using that to make my webshow, it's proven to be a far more time consuming process. Not only do I have to do alot of work behind the camera like writing, producing and editing, I've been doing alot of work in front of the camera, like setting up shots and lighting, directing, and especially acting which is super fun (but also very difficult!). It's an entirely different process that I've been massively enjoying which has taken time away from amvs.

Plus the nature of webshows is a very different beast than amvs. In order to really become successful, you have to produce videos on a consistent (mostly weekly) basis in order to maintain a consistent audience. With amvs, I always did a "whenever I feel like it" schedule since there was no real pressure or financial gain to be had. However, ever since I've been working hard on my webshow, it's starting to make a little money and if I keep it up, I can start making a living off doing it. As an artist, there's no greater joy than making a living off your art.

Because of the time consuming nature of amvs and filmmaking, the hardest realization was that I can't do both. If I'm always worrying about what amv I'm going to make, then I'll NEVER have the time to work on my webshow and eventually films. In order to make room for one, I have to sacrifice the other.

What about my "amv fame" and status in the community? Does it still matter to me anymore?

When you start off as an amv editor, you have a desire to prove yourself, making it on the big screen, winning awards, entertaining the crowd, etc. which helps you become a better editor. If you've experienced the long and varied amv career that I've had complete with ups and downs (far more ups), you tend to mellow out and start feeling more content. Plus that desire to win awards and to prove yourself isn't as important anymore. You can finally say "Why not let someone else have their shot?".

It might be crazy to think why I'm retiring when I've hit the top of my game, but why *not* retire at the top of my game? Rather than making a mediocre video later and leaving without notice, I want people to say "It sucks that Castor Troy left, but that was a fucking awesome video he retired with!".

It's best that I leave at my absolute best rather than neglecting it later on and making excuses on why I don't edit amvs anymore.

I know I can top Naruto Ball Z Shippuden if I wanted to, but all that time and energy is much better spent towards working on my webshow and eventually making a living from it. I know that I *can't* just do simple ideas that don't push my creativity. Every idea I make requires so much time and effort that I don't have anymore. Naruto Ball Z Shippuden took 11 months (July 2010 - June 2011) of my life to complete and in that same time, I remastered my first 50 classic DBZ videos under the Castor Box. Counting the Castor Box, Naruto Ball Z Shippuden, and my AX2011 Iron Chef video, I've done 52 videos from 2010-2011 alone, so you can see why I can't dedicate the time to make amvs anymore.

While it does suck that I have tons of ideas that will never be made, I don't have anymore loose ends or incomplete videos lying around. Maybe one of these days, I'll post all my now discarded ideas (if I remember them all).

I can also go out knowing that I've gotten pretty much everything I've wanted award wise from amvs. While I never won the AWA Masters Jacket, I finally won the coveted AX director's chair I've wanted after a decade which is pretty much the prize I wanted the most.

But the most important thing was entertaining the audience which I was happy to do and accomplish time and time again. That was probably the greatest reward in itself.

Because this is my final video, I'm going to have to "troll" it out to more cons than I usually do (not too many, I promise! Maybe more than the 4-5 big cons) since I want to get everything I can from it before I officially go out. While I'm announcing my retirement now, I'm not *officially* retired until Naruto Ball Z Shippuden makes it's final con appearance by AWA or some con after that.

I really hope Naruto Ball Z Shippuden embodies everything I've tried to express in my whole body of amv work, especially storytelling. I literally pushed out everything I had both story and editing wise and I think it definitely shows. It's the last one I had in me, so I hope you all enjoy it.

But this doesn't mean goodbye.

Now that I'm done *making* amvs, I still plan to hang around the community as a spectator. I still plan on sponsoring prizes for Brad's AMV Iron Chef events and now that I don't have to make amvs or worry about contests anymore, I can start focusing on helping others get *their* amvs shown by running panels and showings myself. The only time I will edit amvs again is if I'm forced to Iron Chef, but at least that's only in the timespan of 2-3 hours.

In 2013, I plan to get the VG Projects shown at cons again for their 10 year anniversaries and I also hope to run a series of amv related panels with all the tips and tricks I learned from all my years of AMV experience (I want to do a panel called "How to make winning amvs and alienate people" at a future AX :P). There's no guarantees yet, but I still plan on hanging out in the community.

Many years ago, I was always wondering what it would finally be like to be "free" of making amvs. Not having to worry about contests, fame, and proving yourself time and time again. It's a HUGE relief to finally let it all go and not have to worry about it anymore. I can take solace with the fact that there are still quite a lot of dedicated and talented editors to step up to the plate and take my place.


tl;dr

After 13 years of amv editing and 81 videos (if you count my remakes and MEP segments, it's probably around 150+) it's finally time for me to close up shop and to start making a living off my art. I know my presence in amv contests will be missed, but this is definitely *NOT* a goodbye as I'll still be active in the community as a spectator, but no longer making videos. I still love amvs and still want to remain part of the community and I'll never forget where my roots come from.

I'm grateful for all the awesome times, and now I leave things to you guys and the next generation of editors. I hope you all enjoyed watching my videos as much as I had making them. :)

With all that said, Goku and I have finally won the Super Bowl!



My amv career begins and ends with Goku. Thanks for the awesome 13 years.

Ryan "Castor Troy" Molina
1999-2012
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[User Picture]From: Emmanuelle Marcelin
2012-04-09 08:14 pm (UTC)

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I'm in such complete utter shock that I have to respond. You are amongst my top 3 favorite AMV editors of all time. The thing that I enjoy the most about your videos is the thought process involved. I can tell you didn't just cut stuff and set it to music. You always told a story and kept us entertained. And boy were we! But, I have to say, that I respect your decision to retire and admire your reason for retiring while you are at the highest peak. I've attended AX since 2000 and so I've seen many of your videos premiere, and win, but I've also seen some of your other stuff too. It amazes me you were able to do so much and still have free time to do anything else. Hearing you were going to participate in the AXIron Chef brought me back to amvmusicvideos.org after 2 years just so I could actually post a comment in the forums, lol. As I finally stopped being afraid and started making AMVs, I had hoped that one year I would actually meet you in the creator's gathering. Although I suppose you did say this may give newbies a chance, so maybe next year I'll try creating an action vid. :-P Thank you for sharing your creations with people like myself. I didn't know about your webshow so I'll be sure to check it out. I wish you the best of luck with your choice; I look forward to what the future will bring us from you!

~Emmanuelle Marcelin
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[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-10 01:28 am (UTC)

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Thanks so much! I'll still be going to cons and I'll definitely be at AX this year so we can definitely meet there.

Best of luck in your future videos. I leave everything to your generation now.
[User Picture]From: scintilla72
2012-04-10 12:00 am (UTC)

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Okay, this one shows up properly on my friends page. But now what happened to the other one?

I used to not understand why people would want to formally announce retiring from a hobby like AMVs. Now I get it: to force themselves to work on other just-as-time-consuming things that are more important in the grand scheme of things.

But personally, I still hope I never have to resort to that.
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-10 01:26 am (UTC)

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I deleted the other one and just reposted it.

I can't spend 11 months of my life working on one amv when I can be working on something similar that I can also enjoy and make a living from. Most editors who "retire" just kinda leave without saying anything. I had made this decision over a year ago and wanted to wait until now to announce it.

If I can will amvs into existence without doing any work, then I'd still continue :P
[User Picture]From: scintilla72
2012-04-10 01:48 am (UTC)

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"I can add lens flares with my mind!"


what the hell, LJ, use the right userpic this time... this should not come out as Eyes again...
[User Picture]From: scintilla72
2012-04-10 01:49 am (UTC)

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Dammit, is this some sort of bug with userpics that have multiple keywords, or what?
[User Picture]From: dwchang
2012-04-10 01:56 am (UTC)

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Welcome to the club bro....we've been waiting...

I guess I just sort of disappeared, but I kind of see it as a "stepping to the side for the next generation," but the reality is I'm just too busy with other things that make me happy and I don't want to spend the hours and hours into a product (even though I technically have one project still on my computer half done).

In any case, I saw the video and it's definitely your best video. I of course love your crossovers, but it's not insulting for me to say that their flaws (mostly minor) are not seen here. It shows how you've grown over the years.

Edit: Also why would you want to watch anime? Everything I've seen lately is too cutesy or just downright pedo. It's also all computer generated and I have no desire to watch any of it. Maybe the Berserk remake, but that's a remake of a GOOD ANIME. I'd like to think I never ran away from anime. It ran away from me in that it got retarded and I stayed the same.

Edited at 2012-04-10 01:58 am (UTC)
[User Picture]From: dwchang
2012-04-10 01:59 am (UTC)

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Oh yeah and if it wasn't evident, I actually watched the video. It's the first AMV I've watched in probably...3 years?

THE ROYAL TREATMENT
[User Picture]From: scintilla72
2012-04-10 02:39 am (UTC)

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For recent series Katie and I greatly enjoyed that are neither cutesy nor pedo, I recommend Fate/zero and The Garden of Sinners (Kara no Kyoukai).
Puella Magi Madoka Magica also had an amazing story and animation (directed by Akiyuki Shinbo), but the character designs are unashamedly cute (by the same person who did Hidamari Sketch) -- I'm pretty sure it was in order to fool people into thinking that it would be a normal magical girl show, just like how they tried to keep Gen Urobuchi's involvement a secret and didn't bust out the kickass ending sequence until episode 3.

Katie also greatly enjoyed Steins;Gate and Tiger & Bunny.
[User Picture]From: dwchang
2012-04-10 03:15 am (UTC)

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"Puella Magi Madoka Magica"

Seriously?

That's one of the shows Bob watches that makes me go >_> whenever he posts about some anime he's watching lately. Maybe the director is trying to fool people, but I'll just avoid it entirely since it fits all the tropes for anime I don't want.

Edited at 2012-04-10 03:16 am (UTC)
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-10 03:18 am (UTC)

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That is classified as "Anime for adults".
[User Picture]From: dwchang
2012-04-10 04:08 am (UTC)

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Seriously? If that's true then I just lost some faith in humanity (mostly males).
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-10 03:59 am (UTC)

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How come their breasts aren't the size of basketballs?!
[User Picture]From: scintilla72
2012-04-10 11:56 am (UTC)

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Yes, seriously. Once you hit the end of episode 3, you realize that this show is NOT what it had appeared to be up to that point -- it's a grim and gritty deconstruction of the magical girl genre (kind of like what Evangelion did for giant mecha?) with a new twist coming almost every episode and no punches pulled.

Main characters die, main characters get seriously emotionally broken or close to it, those that don't *seriously* have to earn the ending, and it doesn't feel gratuitous -- everything makes logical sense given how magical girls work in this universe.

I wish I had a good example of an AMV to recommend, but I don't know of any that don't contain spoilers. If you don't care about spoilers, this one was tearing up the con circuit last year and winning everything.
[User Picture]From: scintilla72
2012-04-10 08:16 pm (UTC)

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Also, I just realized this -- where does Bob still post about anime? I haven't seen any new Ash's Anime Reviews on his LJ in what feels like two years or so.
[User Picture]From: dwchang
2012-04-10 09:16 pm (UTC)

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I see them on Facebook, but I believe it's on Twitter and he just crossposts to Facebook. He posts at least daily on some random anime he's watching.
[User Picture]From: cyannas
2012-04-11 01:24 pm (UTC)

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"Maybe the director is trying to fool people"

He most certainly is. You're supposed to go into this knowing all the magical girl tropes (color coordinated clothes, the 5-man band, the role of the mascot, the power of friendship/love/wishes...) and expecting exactly what you're thinking.

You don't have to like it, but this isn't a show to feel ashamed of. I promise.
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-10 02:56 am (UTC)

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Thanks. Hokages must set an example for the next generation as the newest one will always surpass the old.

Maybe you should finish that last video and go out with a bang like I did. :P

I stopped watching anime when Japan stopped making shows that involved people punching each other.
[User Picture]From: dwchang
2012-04-10 03:17 am (UTC)

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Surpass? I obviously wish for that to be the case, but you know how I feel there.

SAFETY VOTY BEST OF SHOW DANCE BRO
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-10 03:25 am (UTC)

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It's time for me to BE A MAN.

MYSTERIOUS AS THE DARK SIDE OF.... THE MOON!

Edited at 2012-04-10 03:26 am (UTC)
[User Picture]From: koopiskeva
2012-04-15 03:10 am (UTC)

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You'll come back o:
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-04-15 04:25 pm (UTC)

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Only for iron chefs. :o
[User Picture]From: Jeremy Haccoun Finkelstein
2012-05-22 03:23 am (UTC)

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So you gonna finish AMV Hell 6 at least? Right? Right!?!?!?
[User Picture]From: castortroysd
2012-05-24 04:40 am (UTC)

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uhhh.... no